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大家好 我回来了
而且 很有进步的回来
我学了很多、很多
尤其是不去理会
不要做人家不喜欢我做的

我都好好了
我也不指望谁会喜欢谁会不喜欢
不指望爱不爱
不指望回复不回复
至从你走进我生活里 我发觉我很幸福
不过我知道有一天你还是要走
不管再多的承诺 再多的安慰
我也要有心理准备
让后你真的走了 没人陪我聊天了
没人帮我解决问题了没人把我给看开了
我可以应付只是有点伤心
为何你们一个有一个的走进我生活
就不说两声就走了
你好意思吗 我会伤心 我也会难过
过后我遇到一个肯听我说傻话的傻瓜
他很乖 静静地听我说
但我知道 他也会离开
我很珍惜
我不羡慕
我要变得开朗
我要坚强
我要有智慧
人本来就贪
可我尝试不要
谢谢一切
在我身边 默默的鼓励我 <3

26.2.2014

新年过了……开学也过了快要两个月……情人节也过了……
也发生了很多事…

很懒
想收拾衣服带着背包 与 足够的钱 去环绕世界
抛掉一切的烦恼
在没人知道下逃走的享受生活

我快受不了 这种不被需要的感觉
我也不想自己有什么自我安慰的念头

有时候 说几句话 却得不到回应
感觉好失望

有时候 双面人 让我感觉自己好像上当了
而且发觉最蠢的还是自己

有时很想人家陪我聊天
可是一整天一个人在忙 在聊也聊不来

所感受的 体验的
只不过生活里的小小部分

真的很谢谢那些关心我的人
有时候觉得 不如留着你们的关心给其他女色更好

我想做个成熟 智慧 理智 的女孩  至今我还是觉的我还未准备好

我不想在继续这样失败下去

我想要成为 我的理想女孩

如何 未有解决方法....

事实

看会几个月的帖子 我发觉自己很白痴 蠢
可是就不想把它删除 删除了白痴 不就没有了

我想别人了解自己 也想自己了解别人
要人家了解自己当然是用说的吗  难道猜

最近我发觉自己很认真 不长情 不专业 样样都变
和别人说话我想尽情地找话题
认识新朋友
挑战自己
样样要好
样样都懒

不知道 对不起 都是不想吵架 放下一切 我乎的是感情
拥有是不珍惜 还嫌时间过太慢 闲着闲那 太没品位了

人生真短啊  有些人说变就变啊 可是就只凭一张嘴
而我不想变的 也发觉自己也变了
变了也好 快2014 了
做个全新的自己
不必害羞 不必丢脸 做个有限度地厚脸皮

学校真的是个残忍的地方啊...


16112013

hiiii !
大家好,最近相信大家还好吧...
最近有点过的不太好,
发现了解自己的人除了自己久没其他

身为学生的生活不是家里就是学校
发觉这两个地方都容不下我
甚至有时很没自信,很自卑
有个不讲理的爸,不听意见的妈
本来我以为爸妈是世界上最了解我的人
现在我有点失望14年了 你还不知道我的个性

在学校呢,我觉得还挺闷
不是功课 就是玩耍
我做也做够了,玩也玩够了
就觉得生活很没意义
没意义就要变成有意义嘛
如何呢,我自己也不知

想谈谈感情的事
我还未够18……
抱歉,初恋?
我连追求幸福都没资格说说初恋
初恋人就还差不多吧

想谈谈学业的事
发觉很闷 无趣

想谈谈自己的完美
是谈不到的,是要靠努力的
我皮肤就不好 应该多保养
身材多做运动

想谈谈非常完美
我看我永远谈不完
一谈到赵威霖我还挺高兴的呢



纪念日

突然开会部落格 感觉很冷漠、很陌生、清荡。
看一下谁又写了新贴张,有很多,都在几个月前写的……
我才发觉到 原来我生活有太多事都打不进部落格
没关系,至少今天有我在分享我的点滴。

这几天来,发生了很多很多事。
我得了蚊症躺在医院五天、有个想剪短发的冲动、发现自己很难受、比赛舞蹈、友情问题…
最后我还是把我喜爱的长发剪去短发,或许能然我放弃一切,不在乎一切
我妈是世界上最好与最坏的人,她很疼我,我躺在医院时,我问他:“妈,如果我见短发会好看吗?”她说当然好看啊,很支持我。
我第一天的蚊症时,我去验血。那医生抽了我的血让后帮我吊水,我便到休息室里坐着左手不能动,整个身体很冷,于是护士给了我被来盖总算温了点,病人都坐满了位置,妈没位子坐,只好站着,我叫她去找我妹吃东西,别陪我饿肚子,叫她去外面坐下休息,她也不要。这是我被世界上的简简单单的母爱感染了,我留下了眼泪不是因为我痛 而是我妈真的对我很棒,而她却说我痛而哭,妈你以为我有这样胆小吗?

所以这是我想改过自新,这是第一个原因。

第二个原因,我发觉到我自己很不乐观,很犹豫,很舍不得,很善忘,很伤心、难过。
所以我打算就这样子算了。

第三呢,我觉得我没有勇气去剪短头发,因为我讨厌小时的短头发的我,甚至对短头发有阴影。所以我以很大的冒险来去剪短发。最后我发觉还挺好看,年轻了很多很多。

世界上的领悟 1

2013年9月2号
在一间specialist
老妹生病了,老妈忙着在我与弟回家,
诊所很多小孩子,婴儿生病所以医生需要时间,我妹呢到930都还没复诊,由于我补习附近诊所,老妈就抛下妹妹一人在诊所等侯,就来载我。
到了诊所,老妈本来要去载弟弟的,干好护士叫了我老妹名,所以老妈不想多就陪她进,而我就在外一人做着等候……

我看见一个孩子,巫裔,大约有六、七岁,女生。她很天真,很可爱。

偶然我看见她妈妈抱着她妹妹或者是弟弟,我不知道。那孩子在骑着“摇摇马”,骑得很开心,很活泼。她妈妈抱着婴儿来到她身边蹲了下来就很严肃地说:“你很大了,别玩这些了,让婴儿玩。”当时小孩看着妈妈什么都没说,就走掉去玩别的游戏了……

我觉得她妈说话时 ,没想到孩子的自尊。
如果孩子懂事了,就不会尊敬你,因为你也不会尊敬他。

身为孩子的我,我知道没权利去和家长说说,可是这是我活在世界上看到卑鄙的事,没办法。

我只能和大家分享 。 :D

@

其实正像就摆在眼前
我为什么还不珍惜

为什么我有机会 我还故意失去一次又一次的机会
难道有人拒绝我吗?

现在说要走就走 要转就转 要变就变
你以为要适应这种很容易吗?
习惯了 现在又要变
你知道这种感觉吗?!!
我要多长久的时间来应付
你知道吗 我习惯了 你要我先在怎样 ??

你有没有顾虑到我的感受
你更本没顾虑过我

这个我真的很难很难思考
不懂谁能帮我解答

我与你第一观念以成为历史了

现在我没想着你
你却来缠住我

我不想控制我自己
难道要逼自己不想你吗?

白痴 ==

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U never know -

U never know that
How much I care
How much I dislike
How much I wish
How much I like
How much I need
How much I can do
How pain that is

U will never know :>

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别怒我

最让我不喜欢的事
一直学我
一直烦我
给我冷静
我不想说
别逼我说
讲话之前
经过大脑
因为我太
懒惰重复
废话
知道自己
没能力 没有一天
能做到的 跟我闭嘴
别跟我说未来
写状态前 经过大脑
别像三岁小孩
懂了我事就算了
别再我面前串我
你什么都不懂
你活该 别怪我
我不喜欢他
我会采取行动
你不必为自己
找理由
你要做主 你做吧
我累了 懒惰争
你别怪我
对你
忽冷忽热
因为是你先对我
我无法体会
我不体贴
不要骂我
我不干了
你要打我
先看下我
我会主动
赏你一巴
别缠着我
我不是女神
如果一天
我主动了
那就是
我不在乎你了
就当作我找错人了





U will never know :3

how much that i care 
how much that i dislike
how much that i like
how much that i love
how much that i hate
how much that i need
how much that i clever
how much that i know

U never ever know :3

And now i trying to control myself ..
Not to lose myself la
control the feeling i have 
control the scene i see 
control the people i like
control the people i care 
control the things that i heard 

Seen, heard, think 
these 3 very very important 

the day i first met you 
you told me u were gay :D
and now that i know you  LOL !! xD
gave me change dao very chamm 

but now nothing to say la 
just a bit problem niaa
small case la 
but whatever la 
who care ? 
do you care ? 
care 4 wat ?
 i care my qin ai de niaa xD

cehhh ... later chg chg chg then die le xD

Wooohooooo !! :D
Yesterday very fun but very tired /..\

bake 3 cake 1 day /.\\ with my mum 
tq my mum la guide me to do my first hardest cake >.<

ahahahaha when i know le i bake for u XD
hahaha i promise !! ^_^

dont scold me ark when i booomm ur kitchen xDD

why everybody serious ?
many cant buy us happiness 

Like my qin ai de xD wont so easy get sad xDD
learn him more xD LOL 
but i wont lose myself more /.\

Daib xD

fei hua duo duo :3


 



Ok welcome ;)
I back with safe ;3
My last post is [I can't described my mood ] but now I nothing ;3

Actually I dislike people ask me WHY.
NO REASON THEN NO REASON LA
Ask ask ask
And
Please don't make me angry :3

If u care then make me laugh
Dont pretend like u care -,-

我的亲爱的…
你几时才会X**
小心!
走错路 …你会很累的 :3

我表面不开心 不代表我心里不开心
我表面很开心 不代表我心里不开心

所以别为我烦,不值得
知道吗?浪费时间!
Wasted time !!

Why u so like me ?!
Seen that I want know myself more first ;3

Just play without serious ;)

And everybody is a player since they in the game

And I very stupid that I do the stupidest thing in world is disrespect myself :(  know that I can't do ,,but I still do :(

That cant forgive myself

Now I gonna concentrate in my thing
Do that thing I need to thing
Not need scare useless

我不想跟你产生任何关系 …
除非你想. :3

Joking joking
Dont so serious
Later u lose le
Hahahahahaha !!

LOL



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LUCKILY I just have a only friend like you ;)
Saying things with my real face n heart , and u will share your problem
Solve our problem lets celebrate !
Woohoo !!!
Im just kidding man , why so serious x)
今天看了一个没带眼镜的帅哥,
Woohooo!!太帅了 xD
不忍心看了几眼,肯定说我吃豆腐了 xD
谁叫你将帅 xD
没办法,我也不想的…耍帅?
不错吗,耍到 xD
哈哈 !
Why so serious ,
IM JUST JOKING …

好,现在看到了…
1.对着我部落格狂笑
2.你在想着为什么?
3.因为你不是狗
4.你想到我很无聊
5.因为你… 太无聊所以才觉得我无聊 xD

至于真的狂笑的人 xD
你现在很开心是吗 xD
开心就好 ^w^

考试压力很大啊
可是考了就算了
我只希望成绩别然我失望 ! TT
我爱你咧

更美满的事,我与你擦肩而过…2秒吧了
/.\
不错咧
可是算了吧
谁会乎这些呢?

…我是傻瓜。

那你是魔鬼…

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I found that… I was regret

If I can be a boy theres good
If I have a brother ,that's good
I just want it
But in reality it's not
So I pretend to b a boy n protect a girl
The girl is me ^w^.

I didn't have to trust this guy with u r my sister brother cousin or whatever.  I WON'T TRUST !
well , I will not care if what thing happen on u ,
Non of my problem

U say u love me ,then u proof it
But u can't proof , ok fine
I dont care

But if a boy he was unhappy
What I can do ? Laughing at him ?
Oh god !

But I don't care

I care the things that who hurt me and say me something bad and he or she is die a not ?

U think u very clever ,so u can b like this ?
Think yourself please !
That's a girl
She just want help leng zai ,
Ok I accept it , when a leng zai call she do thing she do , when a ugly girl call her do , she just ignore it ?
Why can like that ?
Not fair also ! Think she very cute ? Oh god thanks giving my face more cute then her , think she very good ? Oh god thanks for giving me the lovely n kindness heart , Think she very a Good Student and dk ntg n say I teach her bad ?! Oh god I can't accept it !

It's embarrassing me , why will be like tat ?
Ok fine , I not need your help ,
Oh god , thanks for giving a chance for me to restart my life !

I have a lovely n kindness heart but I won't let it easily ,I will gave it to the more need it
I am a bad girl but I wont say rude word and beat people easily , and makesure I won't hurt them with pain.
I am a stupid and lazy girl but I still can remember my name and lives untill now , but my things is neat .

Okay , now I trying the best of my self
Dont be childish n act cute
I will say it automatically ,
That's time don't cry

Now that I know someone make me yupei
I just say 2 or more than tat u keep say I repeating ? I can't repeat ? Why ? Say out the reason pls , why Taylor swift Kesha Justin bieber n others why they can , but I can't  ?
Everyone can repeat , who's care ? Except u

Everyone so damn serious
Money don't buy us happiness.

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something that I dont know

How I wonder a girl in relationship
What they talk about ? Think about ?
About their boyfriend ?
What ? About their friend ?
I dont think so ?
What a boy have ?

Isn't money ? Except money ?
Loving kindness ? Rude word ?
Big size ? Protect ? Trust ?
You think I so trust boy ?
Haha - funny

Well ,it's just think kinda stupid question -0-
But I think single n relationship just a same except complicated xD

And now I wonder why people so scare to die ?
Scare everything , I also include ,but why ?
Just cannot relax when u scare …

But now is reality ,
I wanna be a brave girl ,
And start practice now.
I will be ;)

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kind a problem

When I see you, my eyes was BRIGHT !
I seeing you till you see me ,
Wow , it's such kind a beautiful scene ,right ?

But your eyes was so Attracted me
Well , im lose , im afraid that I like u so -0-
But I keep it in my mind , when I say it out ,
Maybe we friend also can't do ,
Talk to you ? No untill 10 sentence
Back to the old me …

At the library ,
Ur spec was broken so you didn't wear it, and show it on the library,wow im so brave dare to wear ur spec , but u also nothing -0-
And you so like to make magic , wow
Im been attracted , such kind ermm-

I not dare to like you , because I play u before ,I do many stupid thing to you , but u just like nothing , please lah gave me a good nice relationship God , I need it now -

But the most important thing is I not dare to say sorry to you TT felt sorry ,, I know u will must forgive me but I just can't forgive myself …

Wow , am I wee chie huey , for just typing this ?
Haizz
Nevermine , now I found it Pn yeoh say all boys just cheat ! Well thanks pn yeoh I very love this sentence !

Why a girl can so … dk how say
Self kao zai self dk ,
Like I say whats word to you , I will remember ,when I think it's important for me ,
I have a good memories ,thanks God
ILOVEYOU , GOD YOU HAVE ENOUGH TO BEEN HELP ME , IF NOT , I DIDN'T HAVE TODAY ! THANKS GOD !

A GIRL , I FIND IT SO SPECIAL ,SPECIAL than a BIT*H neh. Haha , dont be so childish la my dear x)

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im OVER

It's Over, dont think at all
Just be urself ;)

It's you, I know it's you destroy my world and not make my world bright , so I pretend like nothing to stand over,its better right ?

Now ,I feel very good to have  all , friends,family love,it's such better life I have - ;)

Haha better then one is one and alone

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